brought to my knees again there is nothing I can do
I fucking hate you...I love you
you crushed me and I cant get up
I cry and wait but nothing comes
friends help but they are slow healers
u cant talk to me but you can to others
what s going on why is everything wrong
we yell we scream we kiss we hug
I call you and I get a sweet little voice
I was called but once and I listened
you couldn t relate to me and you couldn t even try
I gave you my all it only made it a harder fall
my legs are broke and I don t know if I can get back up
I FUCKED us over though you said it was you
I asked for a helping hand
and as one hand held mine the other stabbed me in the back
now I look back and I see
yelling, screaming, fighting, loving, kissing, holding,
I had a voice in my ear at one time that whispered "I love you"
it was replied with "I love you too"
now I m down and I don t know what to do
I can only think of you
I want to move on but its too soon